Posted by Fantasized emotions appearing real

"single .. not ready to mingle " were the few words i used to chant 24months ago.. was a very outgoing, friendly, smiling, chirpy, loving, sweet, polite, carefree girl..and most of all loved by all! never used to worry about anything except for my studied were i hated maths and never used to pass in that subject.. other than that divya was a humane human being. i loved being myself..loved to move around with people,, see them smile and wander around the city aimlessly all alone no one to complain about any damn thing..no one to force me to do anything.. no one to restrict me.. no one to boss around! was a free bird and a lonely one too! but the point is .. i was happy..
whenever ppl used to ask me about a boy friend , i used to laugh and mock them saying ." ooh ppl,.! puh-lease..don't start it off again for i know what shit you guys are undergoing.. just let me be happy you jealousy fat asses!" heheh.. if someone asks me out also i used to say.." sorry Mann,, son feel bad but im single and never wanna mingle! better luck" this was not because i was very proud of myself or was a very rude egoistic person.. it was because of the mindset that falling in love is pain in the butt~!even my seniors were on the verge of looking out for a boy friend for they always say." look at that girl.. always in her own world.. dont ya think we need to find her a boy friend to keep her sane??? hahaha" but i never paid heed to whateva they said! i was the same o' loving divya!
REMEMBER REMEMBER THE 10TH OF DECEMBER! 2005.. before my board exams.. was preparing science and asusual dozing off! but all of a sudden my cell phone called me! "divya.. u gotta message!" i took th ephone from under the bed and checked the message.. and it was from a random person saying " hey div.. sup!" i was like fuck off! and started studying.. but again the same person messaged me saying " hey div this is rohith s friend..he gave me your number.. jus wanted to greet ya. msg me when you are free!" this was the second msg from that boy! i dint bother to reply for a very long while.. but befor i went to bed that night i was lil curious to know why rohith had given my number to him and so i took my phone and asked rohith about this.. and you know what he replied? " hey div,, i only gave him your number.. he is also single and very sweet.. so much like you and your kinda guy.. and i thought you'd make a wonderful pair! go ahead" . i was like.. what the hell.. rohith's started a new job?? lol!!
next day that same guy msgd me the whle day and i started replying when he told me he was gonna call me soon and talk to me..i replied..
me- hey look.. i don't know who you are and i request you not to msg me anymore.. and im saying this coz u r rohith s friend.. bye!
him- hey wait div.. i just wanna be ur friend and nothing like rohith said.. trust me.. he s a mad fellow! anyways.. how are you.. have heard a lot from ro!
me-( after a long thought.._ yeah im good.. hows you.. what u doing..?
him- oh gr8. im doing good.. im studying engg in Hindustan and stay very close to your place..!
me- oh.. nice.. anyways i gotta go.. catch ya later z! bubyee!
him- ok~ cya!
hmmm... so finally i replied and spoke to a stranger guy with a weird feeling! but chucked it.. but know what.. that night i was awake till 2,... i was bored and took the phone and dialed this fellows number!!!!!! how could i!!guts!!
he picked up and his voice was very low.. i asked him what the matter was and he told me that his friend had passed away in an accident few minutes ago! i was shocked! dint know how to react! but i tried consoling him with my angelic powers and made him smile for sometime and hung up! trust me .. that was a very weird as well as a beautiful feeling i had ..! i dint know how to express it but i wanted to talk to that fellow again and again! i cannot call this love but some sort of affection that grew over a period of time.. i went for a movie with him and his friends. chat over the phone and lot more but the feeling of love never sprang in me but unfortunately sprang in him! three months later .. he called me and told me he wants to meet me.. i was like what for i need ta study! he said no its urgent i need a talk..! listening to this my friends started teasing me with him badly! but i did meet him that day! went to coffee day and he was sitting there with a sweaty face and a small smile on his face! i was like.. whats wrong with u! y did ya wanna meet? i sat down and he came close.. and said.. " div.. i like you.. will u be mine!? " i was like.." eh?? what? are you in your senses? what you talking about??" his face became pale! he could not react for i never stopped talking! i said.. look this wont work// we were good friends and let it be that way! love will spoil th relationship that we have now.. and told him we ll be together as good friends...and i gave him one big speech and finally he smiled at me and gave me a hug!! :)
i came back home with a proud feeling of knowing how to tackle things like this and not hurting the other person.. today both of us are good friends and he is in abroad .. still single!!:)
miss you Mann!