ok.. im sad.. terribly sad and feelin very low.. no one to talk .. trust me NO ONE! even if i can spot someone around me to talk. they wouldn bother listenin to me..hmph.
life sux..
1.it sux coz of me..
2.coz of me misinterpreting ppl and their qualities!
3.coz i dont know to live my life..
4.coz im weak,.weak at heart and intellectually weak!(nothin can be done..??)
5.coz im ditched by ppl.. totally..dont know why..!?!#$
6.coz ppl think im wicked..bad.. fit for nothing. blah blah..( i think im not.. but cant really help if ppl think so..)
7.life sux coz guys suck! they suck majorly.. i hate tht species.,. don't really understand why god even had the slightest of plans to create them.. he should have either created man or woman.. or some other totally diff species who have absolutely no discrimination.!:(
8.life is fake. life has no meaning.. no purpose unless u r some sadhu sitting on some mountain urging urself to find out what life actually is..( i think im gonna do that eventually)
9.life sux coz i got caught in many messy activities that led to my doom.. for instance..falling in love.."love is shit..love is not true,, love can never last.. love brings smile only for a very short period of time and gives us sorrow for the rest of our lives.."
10.last reason tht i can think of is .. umm... human beings are a bunch of flesh eating demons! life sux!
for the past twelve hours,,,
i ve been talkin to my room walls.. to the stars in my rrom.. to my computer.. i tore off my teddy..
im feelin so terribly sick!im feverish..wot not..?
my room walls r the only entities who know abt me and what im undergoin..
not that no one else knows abt it.. but they r jus not bothered..
all dialogs ... the mushy talks.. the hugs..the kisses.. the warmth ..the love.. the friendship..the touch..the small talks.. the cuddles.. everything is gone and it will be bygone!
its all so temporary! its all so fake..
ppl around me are not ready to accept me as i am.. they think im cake of shit! but i am not..im also a sane human who can socialize..but ppl around me are not ready to accept this.. i tend to make mistakes.. and so does everybody.. u cant forbid ur love coz of that.. its human nature to lose ur temper but.. closing all the past memories in a day.. its not possible,, not possible at least by me!!
now i realize..after twelve hours of staring at the ceiling at a stretch,,
i should never ever be attached to anyone here on.. no love.. no getting together.. NO RELATIONSHIPS!, no ATTACHMENTS!
LIFE SUX.. AND WILL SUCK FOR WHOLE OF MY LIFE..
BUT..
ILL LIVE!
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8 comments:
well the things u say are true .. well not all of em (sum absoulte bullshyt)
i dont blame u either...
im not sure how to cheer u up nd put dat smile bac on ur lovely face,
but the worlds kinda bigger dan u think...
these r passin phases u hav to grow through... its makes u stronger at heart in the future
ull get over it!
hope u dont lose hope!! :) :)
its like its all over! seriously im struggling.. waiting for my fairy god mother to take me away to her land where at least ppl of this kind r non existing! i dono how to move.. i don know why im like this.. i don no!!!!
anyway.. hopefully ill pass this phase!! please pray for me if u believe in so called god!
hmmmm....so no one cares 4 u and the ones who show that they care are all fakin it eh?nice!!!me feelin a lot better after that comment!!!
anyhow...if what ur sayin is true then the times when u had helped me out and cheered me up...they r also fake...up to u to decide if its true or not...
ur not thinkin right now,ur lettin ur heart do the talkin...which at time is the rigt thing to do but then again this is not the time to 4 it...
and life has a lot more things than love...sure love plays a major role...but u gotta stand up and get noticed first to be loved....ur wantin to be in ur room in solitude and ur blamin the world 4 it...
come out...take a look around...theres a lotta good happenin which ur just not able to see now....eventually ur eyes will be open properly and ul get ur 'true' love then....
it will take sometime and theres only hope with u to encourage u and keep u goin...then again...every one in this word has only that...hope...
so...keep hopin and work to ur best ability to get there...and ul get half of what u want...
tnx sid.. uve mad e so much diff in me.. tnx for being wit me
oooh.. :/ cheer up divya.. this is NOT good..!
get a grip.. TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE woman..!
people come and people go alright.. u shouldnt let it effect u this much.. think only about yourself and what makes YOU happy..
prioritise your life and you should be right on TOP of that priority list u make..
u understand what i'm saying..?
we all go through rough patches.. and we have to pull OUT of it.. because there is something MUCH BETTER awaiting us out there.. and we have to be mentally and emotionally strong and mature enough to welcome it with open arms..
im unable to accept it! its hard.. :(
always a pleasure beautiful:)
hmm...:)i think ur on the right path to self realisation...keep going..
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