Fantisezed emotions appearing real

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..


this was the first English song i sang for my band..:) ..i love this song..
but the song faded off from my heart.. for i never listened to for i started concentrating on dream theater..rush.. mr.big...maiden.. and many others cause they never spoke about the songs i knew..
im listening to this song and writing this post..
but..now the purpose of me writing this post is not cause i miss the song.. its because i got reminded of someone.. yes.. mr.nair. that one thing i loved more than anything ...the skies..the water.. the sun.. the stars.. the fluffy dogs.. the milk chocolates.. the roller skates.. the guitars.. the the tamburas... yummy ice creams.. the bhel puris .. the snow clad Himalayan mounts.. my room... my voice.. my mommies.. my frens.. and what not!?!?!?
i was a kid when he was with me.. he used to take care of me like my mommie.. he used to teach me many things which no one would have.. he used to put up with me for i used to really really silly!! pah.. and he used to teach me guitar.. hhe.. but it just dint happen to me! lol.. and ...
he used to take me everywhere i wanted to go..plays..concerts..movies..eat outs..and yeah.. just everywhere!! he just couldn see me cry or down..
one day i was sad and he actually stood upside down to make me laugh! haha.. and i did!
he never let me go home alone for he got me swiss army knife.. he used to call me every single minute when i was out in the bus or auto..
he used to make me brownies.. pastas.. condensed milk sandwich!( i dont like it tho!!)
he used to sit next to me and watch movies ..south park.. Austen powers..school of rock!! those were the best days!
and.. he used to record stuff for me..lay the piano when i was sad.. play all his new compositions for me over the phone... he used to fish for complements! haha .. and really gets disappointed if i don't react to it! damn sweet!
and ..oh! yeah! the Berlin balls!! he goes crazy about berlin balls that is available in satyam cinemas! tho not all that great mr.nair goes hay ward for BERLIN BALLS!! its so HIM!
ummm.. and yeah.. he never lets me miss his shows for i ve been there for every one of his shows! i was always in cloud 9!
so much to write about this fellow.. but.. he is no more in my life..
he has left me .. he needs me no more.. he wants me no more.. we have undergone enough trauma..enough fights.. enough misunderstandings.. enough sorrows..
i dont think its gonna last forever!..its all gonna fade.. its gonna be alright..

but all i want him to know is i love him.. where ever he is.. i pray he should do well.. i pray he should be happy..
he means a lot to me.. but he just left me..
i miss him..
i love him..
come back to me..
i never wanna let you go..
but you are gone...
love me..