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was very depressed and almost in tears.. that was when vish (my fren) called me and was convincing me that everything is gonna be alrite..i started talking to him and started talking to him about the stars in the sky. i always fancied those stars and i always wondered how they never moved!!( lol.. now i know!!)
both of us started pointing every star and spotted it rightly..! the beauty in this is both of us stayed some 20km apart! lol.. but yet.. we spotted the star right and could identify which star was where!! wow! it was exciting! vish was talking as if he was an astro physics student! lol..( he always wanted to be one..thts wot he told me)!
he started naming the stars.. he spotted the constellations for me.. and guess what...! we saw a moving satellite..it was pretty fast and simple cute!! lol.. i ve never seen one! was spell bound! it was really tiny and moved like an ANT!
and then today the Venus was shining extremely bright and was damn bright!
we tried spotting the pole star..:( couldn't
and yeah.. i now know what a orion nebula constellation is.. and a regal..and that..umm..forgot..! wait.. ! that betelguese( hhe asked vish now).. canis major sirius...and oh yeah canopus.!! so many names i learnt today!! yaay! here on ill go to my terrace and look at all the stars!
forgot to mention.. looking at the stars i dint realize i went to my terrace and vish! he actually walked to some other road in his colony!!

hahaha! tnx vish!:)

itS been quite sometime i sat in my room and thought about something deep and heavy! aha.. yeah..im serious! past few months was a jolly roller-coaster ride for me. had the happiest of days and very few sad and sorrowful times! but now.. those days have vanished..no more freaking out with the same set of friends i had..no more of jolly movies with them..no more of secrets unrevealed..but..i can see a beautiful, sparkling, extremely calm and virtuous angel with a stunning bright light shining like a halo.. she with her arms wide open is ready to embrace me and take me to the path of happiness..to the haven of wisdom...to the garden of love..! do i go with her???
but.. i still don't know what i need..i know what i want but that doesn't make me a complete human being.i first NEED to understand my needs..what kind of a person i am? what is the purpose of my life..? why am i even living in this treacherous world of demons and devils?? why am i here!!?
past has to be one's experience.. future has to give one hopes..present is the reality.. but what lies within is confidence...
i have started realizing what lies within me..let me gain confidence!:)