Fantisezed emotions appearing real

i study in a very reputed, well renowned college in the city. yes.. M O P VASIHNAV FOR WOMEN! the college has its own charm and so does my class.. 2nd bsc. electronic media!! lol.. one bunch of weirdos! ladies who can never shut their mouths and give them any topic and they would jus go on n on abt it! thats my class!! every 48 in ma class is different in their own ways! different entities!! but i just love all of em! as told by everyone.. the class filled with on helluva talented women! singing. dancing.. painting.. modelling.. theaters.. arts/. and wot not!!
to name a few.. kaavya*!! mad cowwww!( kekeke) damn hyper.. enthusiastic.. bloody talented.. i love the way she speaks!! hehe/ and note- one of the leadin models in the nation!!
and yeah.. she can jabber abt anythin on earth and she is quite honest many a times! she looks so much like ma cousin who is a model too! and she is kind hearted and i don think many noticed tht.. they think she is one snobby and weird girl.. but ull get to know wen u mingle!! her gang in the class stands out! one buncha crazy things!!! love u kaavya!
next .. umm..priyaa*!!! damn sweet! helping.. kind.. talkative.. loud... caring and understanding! she is our class rep and everybody in class is like.." pri this ..pri that~! pls do this no?? " and shes like everyone loves raymond! lol.. such a sweetheart! an always is ther for ME!! love u priii!!
next megna!!hyper.. bloody talented!! into evam! class topper!! creativity in its heights!! hehe! and short tempered and snubby at times!! but yeah.. she is that way.. but never means to hurt anyone!! :) and we share somethin really nice tho we don see it!! ( i dono wot tht is)... be the same gurl!! love u!
and.. ummm.. chandini.. amazin singer! RJ in the city' s radio channel!! very helpful!! carefree like me!! hehe! her gang in class is too funny!! love u too gurl!
manessa!! ok ..is the spellin right?? my class has crazy names and spellings! kekeke.. she is classy.. she is modest.. she is modern.. and she is kyute!! adorable ! love the way she carries herself! know her since childhood! and she is gonna become one helluva lady in the advertising arena!! hopefully! love u too manu!
awill write about the rest in the next post!!!
pause a while!!
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1. amazing cinematography!
2.amazing screenplay!
3.very interesting plot!!
4. apt characterization!
5. mind blowing back ground score!!
6. fantastic choreography ( stunts..fights!!)
7. oops forgot..! the graphics!! shit! cant just get it outta ma head! simply mind blowing!! the mountains.. the valleys.. the monuments..the whole art set up and the design is simply superb!



8. and yeah!! cant afford to miss out on the dialogs!! i saw it once and when saw it for the second time..i could remember them! awesome .. powerful dialogs!!
9. and the whole movie is composed beautifully.. the moves..the slow motions...the clouds.. the water.. the grass..the bodies.. the blood!! pah.. i jus cant take it outta ma head!!




ok.. i am so in love with the movie 300!!


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please do go watch 300!! not in cd s or dvd s .. in the big screen!! satyam!!!! no inox!!!

ok.. im gonna take a poll!

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was very depressed and almost in tears.. that was when vish (my fren) called me and was convincing me that everything is gonna be alrite..i started talking to him and started talking to him about the stars in the sky. i always fancied those stars and i always wondered how they never moved!!( lol.. now i know!!)
both of us started pointing every star and spotted it rightly..! the beauty in this is both of us stayed some 20km apart! lol.. but yet.. we spotted the star right and could identify which star was where!! wow! it was exciting! vish was talking as if he was an astro physics student! lol..( he always wanted to be one..thts wot he told me)!
he started naming the stars.. he spotted the constellations for me.. and guess what...! we saw a moving satellite..it was pretty fast and simple cute!! lol.. i ve never seen one! was spell bound! it was really tiny and moved like an ANT!
and then today the Venus was shining extremely bright and was damn bright!
we tried spotting the pole star..:( couldn't
and yeah.. i now know what a orion nebula constellation is.. and a regal..and that..umm..forgot..! wait.. ! that betelguese( hhe asked vish now).. canis major sirius...and oh yeah canopus.!! so many names i learnt today!! yaay! here on ill go to my terrace and look at all the stars!
forgot to mention.. looking at the stars i dint realize i went to my terrace and vish! he actually walked to some other road in his colony!!

hahaha! tnx vish!:)

itS been quite sometime i sat in my room and thought about something deep and heavy! aha.. yeah..im serious! past few months was a jolly roller-coaster ride for me. had the happiest of days and very few sad and sorrowful times! but now.. those days have vanished..no more freaking out with the same set of friends i had..no more of jolly movies with them..no more of secrets unrevealed..but..i can see a beautiful, sparkling, extremely calm and virtuous angel with a stunning bright light shining like a halo.. she with her arms wide open is ready to embrace me and take me to the path of happiness..to the haven of wisdom...to the garden of love..! do i go with her???
but.. i still don't know what i need..i know what i want but that doesn't make me a complete human being.i first NEED to understand my needs..what kind of a person i am? what is the purpose of my life..? why am i even living in this treacherous world of demons and devils?? why am i here!!?
past has to be one's experience.. future has to give one hopes..present is the reality.. but what lies within is confidence...
i have started realizing what lies within me..let me gain confidence!:)

yaay!! for a change i made few changes in ma blog...
it looks nice no??:)

im in a fix now.. never been like this before..people around me seem to be nice and loving..but sometimes i just feel they are just bodies who can move and talk but fake it all! they are not their true selves at times .. this scares me..
i have started feeling that other bodies around me have started controlling my life.. its like if they are not there my life would me meaningless! but i want to prove it wrong!!! im desparate to prove it wrong for it s ruining my happyness!! i know those bodies are petty things in my life but they do create a gr8 impact in me! they come into the boundary of my life like a crawling baby but grow to become a "bhyanak bhoot"and start controlling my thoughts and feelings!
some bodies are worse! they are like dusts in strong winds! they come..irritate us and leave!! i am not living for those dust particle to irritate me. id rather prevent myself from those IRRITATING DUSTS! PAH!
and yeah... some are damn cute..but silent killers! they are the ones who observe you and silently harass you! i hate them!
i dont know.. when i started writing this post the only thing my mind was.. who is controllin me.. is it the external bodies around me ..or is it my own self!!?!
according to me it is both..but a major part is controlled by the external bodies..i dont want that to happen to me.
i wanna control my own life.
im gonna try hard not to let others hurt me..others control me..others bother me.. others irritate me..
im gonna live my own life in happiness!!
:)