Fantisezed emotions appearing real

ha! i hate men!! i really do.. atleast lately..!! i am unable to stand them nowadays!! grr! not that i don't have men as ma friends.. some i love and some ...
y are they so chauvenistic? y are they this egoistic? why are the so insecure in life!! two things in thier lives without which they cannot live( atleast from which i ve noticed.) 1. booze 2. boobs.
u may say i have acquainted bad men or not all men are not the same.. but outta 100 i ve seen, 70 are like what i ve mentioned. i see men on the road everyday. they have to look at a girl and comment on her no matter what! do women do that to a man!?#$!@$ why! are they created like that?? huh?
they make a mistake and they try justifying it in such a way that you ll never want to talk back!
ok.. i hate men!

mind and the vaasanas..

mind is one powerful tool tht was created to think rationally.also called the intellect, mind is the brain child of (so called) GOD'S creation.
i love my mind at the same time hate it more than anything else. it controls my activities, thoughts, deeds,voluntary and involuntary movements, gives me happiness(not much tho) sadness.. tells me why tears come outta ma eyes, why i think that guy looks cute.. why tht dress suits me!! it answers to all my questions!! but very often plays a DOUBLE GAME. i call it mind game. you always wanna do something nice or wanna possess something tht u think is dear to you.. but at one point of time ur mind starts showing less interest in tht object and slowly tries to push it away.. why? is it because the mind is unstable.. is mind not well groomed?? is it a bitch??? i dont really get it!
ok.. fine.. let the mind be unstable..it has to bother the mind's owner(poor fellow) not anyone else.. atleast it shud not be tht obvious for anyone else to notice!! right??
its upto us to remain happy in life... we must learn to love ourselves..we must let our mind think that happiness is one step ahead and its upto us to grab it! why are we sad when we know happiness prevails..! why do we put ourselves in a sad situation? when we start empathising with many other poeple arpund us.. then i think we have no fuckin rights to be sad!
i saw one tribal family (korathi - husband , wife and two kids)dressed in their usual ragged clothes.i was waitin for my bus and all of a sudden a lady falls on the road crying and tht guy was hitting her ,the small boy tryin to defend his mother. i dint understand a thing they spoke(for tht matter no one did!!#!) they were abusing each other(i knew this coz i heard some really abusive tamil words) the lady crying aloud... weeping and banging her head on the road! mann.. tht was a sight!
phew! finally.. my bus came and i got into it..found a seat comfortably..and turned to get ma ticket.. guess who i see there!!?@$? tht tribal family in my bus!!#$@$ omg! they sat down in the bus though they had seats.. the small boy was still weeping and the lady still yapping away to glory and crying! people in the bus started laughing cause they were talkin some real funny language..but they lookd really cute! adorable expressions they had on their faces..the lady..! omg! she dint shut her mouth for continuous 45min!tht guy got bugged and he sneezed like on king kong..(i mean it.. all his mucous all over the place!!#!@$)they were fighting badly though no one cud understand them! i had a nice time watchin them fight... they were in despair..but all we cud do was laugh at them.. no one knows wot they were undergoing.. what was there in their MINDS...! i almost was nearing my place and was abt to get down..the lady slowly came upto him and patted him and smiled at him.. and the kids came running to them.. she told few words and the man also started smiling and they hugged each other..and i got down the bus...
i learnt two things from them.. 1. what ever it is...after all we are humans.. we fight.. we make mistakes.. its humane to forgive each other.. let us not let the mine take an upper hand in these kinds of situation for EGO will surface and not love..
2. when they can live so happily inspite of thier despair and fights and poverty and tears... I CAN ALSO LIVE A BETTER , HAPPY, SATISFIED LIFE..! im not gonna let my mind take over me for the love in me is supressed...
mind= maya

easily one of my favorite movies ever!
started off wit an ordinary man ,in the barren lands of south America, leading his normal life with a small cycle repair works shop!
one fine day, the wind of luck blew all over his place making him a millioner. he sold the best cars in the world which made him self contented...
one the other end... another family man.. rich enough to lead his family consisting of his wife and four children, lived happily in the town .. Toby Maguire being one of the kids! unfortunately the rich man loses all his possession in the great depression October 29, 1929,and hence had to give away toby in adoption to a guy who was a stable caretaker!Toby grows with the horses and the bonding btw the horses and Toby is shown so beautifully in the movie!!
then the millioner gets into horse race and the horse name sea biscuit, an adamant fierce horse was let into racing! but it just dint happen! then one of the best trainers and Toby was asked to take over the horse and race! Toby became its jockey!! mann!! here starts the story! toby slowly grooms biscuit and trains him.. understands his physical strength.. his thoughts..wonderfully taken!
amazin screenplay and direction! i just loved the stallion!!....
the story then takes its course..the jockey and the stallion..their chemistry.. their strength.... determination.. and so on..
a very motivating movie. MUST WATCH! ( wanted to write more.. but lost track!:( )

ok.. one very important character in ma class..
silent , sweet , secretive, and 'ever-late' to class! hahah! damn sweet thing. ppl think she s quite and pavam.. but mann.. once u get to talk to her.. " all masalas cme to the light! " thts meenal for u!

and then..oops! my fav! paviii! love her! amazin artist.. singer/./ she loves anime! and she loves me tooo! damn sweet! anythin and everythin .. anytime i rely on this girl.. can tell her everythin and she is there to listen! be the same!

miss hyper! love the way sh talks and her writing skills are par excellence! and we all came to know tht she is and amazin tv channel host after her tv production! haha!
and she can talk on anythin on earth., any topic ..there she goes..pop!
and rebellious! keep away! priti narayan!

candy! yes! as sweet as candy is candy! divya! not me!
i love her dogs! ( kekekeke)
and her photografic skills r too good! so real!
and she is simple.. carries the right attitude.. she knows wots right and wrong for her .
she is quite and at times cranky! love her clothes! and she is sometimes unfair(to u but bot to her). but she is a sweetheart! somehow i like her!

then.. ummm... ummm... nups! nupur! the baby of the class! small one! damn kyute!
laughin away all the time.. happy go lucky person!

ummm.. abi! chatter box! pah! yappin to glory! " i don care attitude " is her moto! loves a r rehman! she wrships him! cranky all the time! lol.. and shyaaaam!

umm..
i think im done!
love them all!

i study in a very reputed, well renowned college in the city. yes.. M O P VASIHNAV FOR WOMEN! the college has its own charm and so does my class.. 2nd bsc. electronic media!! lol.. one bunch of weirdos! ladies who can never shut their mouths and give them any topic and they would jus go on n on abt it! thats my class!! every 48 in ma class is different in their own ways! different entities!! but i just love all of em! as told by everyone.. the class filled with on helluva talented women! singing. dancing.. painting.. modelling.. theaters.. arts/. and wot not!!
to name a few.. kaavya*!! mad cowwww!( kekeke) damn hyper.. enthusiastic.. bloody talented.. i love the way she speaks!! hehe/ and note- one of the leadin models in the nation!!
and yeah.. she can jabber abt anythin on earth and she is quite honest many a times! she looks so much like ma cousin who is a model too! and she is kind hearted and i don think many noticed tht.. they think she is one snobby and weird girl.. but ull get to know wen u mingle!! her gang in the class stands out! one buncha crazy things!!! love u kaavya!
next .. umm..priyaa*!!! damn sweet! helping.. kind.. talkative.. loud... caring and understanding! she is our class rep and everybody in class is like.." pri this ..pri that~! pls do this no?? " and shes like everyone loves raymond! lol.. such a sweetheart! an always is ther for ME!! love u priii!!
next megna!!hyper.. bloody talented!! into evam! class topper!! creativity in its heights!! hehe! and short tempered and snubby at times!! but yeah.. she is that way.. but never means to hurt anyone!! :) and we share somethin really nice tho we don see it!! ( i dono wot tht is)... be the same gurl!! love u!
and.. ummm.. chandini.. amazin singer! RJ in the city' s radio channel!! very helpful!! carefree like me!! hehe! her gang in class is too funny!! love u too gurl!
manessa!! ok ..is the spellin right?? my class has crazy names and spellings! kekeke.. she is classy.. she is modest.. she is modern.. and she is kyute!! adorable ! love the way she carries herself! know her since childhood! and she is gonna become one helluva lady in the advertising arena!! hopefully! love u too manu!
awill write about the rest in the next post!!!
pause a while!!
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1. amazing cinematography!
2.amazing screenplay!
3.very interesting plot!!
4. apt characterization!
5. mind blowing back ground score!!
6. fantastic choreography ( stunts..fights!!)
7. oops forgot..! the graphics!! shit! cant just get it outta ma head! simply mind blowing!! the mountains.. the valleys.. the monuments..the whole art set up and the design is simply superb!



8. and yeah!! cant afford to miss out on the dialogs!! i saw it once and when saw it for the second time..i could remember them! awesome .. powerful dialogs!!
9. and the whole movie is composed beautifully.. the moves..the slow motions...the clouds.. the water.. the grass..the bodies.. the blood!! pah.. i jus cant take it outta ma head!!




ok.. i am so in love with the movie 300!!


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please do go watch 300!! not in cd s or dvd s .. in the big screen!! satyam!!!! no inox!!!

ok.. im gonna take a poll!

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