Posted by Fantasized emotions appearing real

mind and the vaasanas..

mind is one powerful tool tht was created to think rationally.also called the intellect, mind is the brain child of (so called) GOD'S creation.
i love my mind at the same time hate it more than anything else. it controls my activities, thoughts, deeds,voluntary and involuntary movements, gives me happiness(not much tho) sadness.. tells me why tears come outta ma eyes, why i think that guy looks cute.. why tht dress suits me!! it answers to all my questions!! but very often plays a DOUBLE GAME. i call it mind game. you always wanna do something nice or wanna possess something tht u think is dear to you.. but at one point of time ur mind starts showing less interest in tht object and slowly tries to push it away.. why? is it because the mind is unstable.. is mind not well groomed?? is it a bitch??? i dont really get it!
ok.. fine.. let the mind be unstable..it has to bother the mind's owner(poor fellow) not anyone else.. atleast it shud not be tht obvious for anyone else to notice!! right??
its upto us to remain happy in life... we must learn to love ourselves..we must let our mind think that happiness is one step ahead and its upto us to grab it! why are we sad when we know happiness prevails..! why do we put ourselves in a sad situation? when we start empathising with many other poeple arpund us.. then i think we have no fuckin rights to be sad!
i saw one tribal family (korathi - husband , wife and two kids)dressed in their usual ragged clothes.i was waitin for my bus and all of a sudden a lady falls on the road crying and tht guy was hitting her ,the small boy tryin to defend his mother. i dint understand a thing they spoke(for tht matter no one did!!#!) they were abusing each other(i knew this coz i heard some really abusive tamil words) the lady crying aloud... weeping and banging her head on the road! mann.. tht was a sight!
phew! finally.. my bus came and i got into it..found a seat comfortably..and turned to get ma ticket.. guess who i see there!!?@$? tht tribal family in my bus!!#$@$ omg! they sat down in the bus though they had seats.. the small boy was still weeping and the lady still yapping away to glory and crying! people in the bus started laughing cause they were talkin some real funny language..but they lookd really cute! adorable expressions they had on their faces..the lady..! omg! she dint shut her mouth for continuous 45min!tht guy got bugged and he sneezed like on king kong..(i mean it.. all his mucous all over the place!!#!@$)they were fighting badly though no one cud understand them! i had a nice time watchin them fight... they were in despair..but all we cud do was laugh at them.. no one knows wot they were undergoing.. what was there in their MINDS...! i almost was nearing my place and was abt to get down..the lady slowly came upto him and patted him and smiled at him.. and the kids came running to them.. she told few words and the man also started smiling and they hugged each other..and i got down the bus...
i learnt two things from them.. 1. what ever it is...after all we are humans.. we fight.. we make mistakes.. its humane to forgive each other.. let us not let the mine take an upper hand in these kinds of situation for EGO will surface and not love..
2. when they can live so happily inspite of thier despair and fights and poverty and tears... I CAN ALSO LIVE A BETTER , HAPPY, SATISFIED LIFE..! im not gonna let my mind take over me for the love in me is supressed...
mind= maya