im in a fix now.. never been like this before..people around me seem to be nice and loving..but sometimes i just feel they are just bodies who can move and talk but fake it all! they are not their true selves at times .. this scares me..
i have started feeling that other bodies around me have started controlling my life.. its like if they are not there my life would me meaningless! but i want to prove it wrong!!! im desparate to prove it wrong for it s ruining my happyness!! i know those bodies are petty things in my life but they do create a gr8 impact in me! they come into the boundary of my life like a crawling baby but grow to become a "bhyanak bhoot"and start controlling my thoughts and feelings!
some bodies are worse! they are like dusts in strong winds! they come..irritate us and leave!! i am not living for those dust particle to irritate me. id rather prevent myself from those IRRITATING DUSTS! PAH!
and yeah... some are damn cute..but silent killers! they are the ones who observe you and silently harass you! i hate them!
i dont know.. when i started writing this post the only thing my mind was.. who is controllin me.. is it the external bodies around me ..or is it my own self!!?!
according to me it is both..but a major part is controlled by the external bodies..i dont want that to happen to me.
i wanna control my own life.
im gonna try hard not to let others hurt me..others control me..others bother me.. others irritate me..
im gonna live my own life in happiness!!
:)
do we control our lives??
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looks lyk u r goin thru som tough times.. even this.. i kinda felt.. this is just a phase..@ dis age lotta ppl think lyk dis... sometimes ppl do control our lives.. but u shd know wen 2 draw de line. im pretty much sure u r capable of judging right and rong.. jus think dis thru..
think abt de good n bad stuffs done by ppl which has involved u.. was it worth it or not.. was it beneficial..
wen u think this thru.. this will bcom very easy 2 handle.. possibilities are there that u r crammin ur head with lots of information..
u jus need 2 let go, talk 2 a person whom u can rely on.
aaah! very true! ummm.. can i know who u r!
just think me.. as a person who looks out for ppl.
ummm.. ok! it wud me nice if u put ur name wen u comment!
anyways! tnx a lot for readin!:)
Its possible that u know me.
so how do u feel? wat made u 2 com to this feeling u were carrying?
things happen..they are meant to happen..but there's no use in feelin down for something that's not gonna help you out of this fix..your emotions have to be reciprocated..if they arent..its better not to feel for it..:)
frend- don think i can find who u r unless u tell me! and yeah.. so many things happenin roght now an ma life. ..jus unable to handle stuff! wanna get out..and im fightin hard!
vish- thanks..i know i have to get things sorted.but im tryin ang will move on soon.
It is when Man broods(or in this case a Woman!!),
It is when Man broods,that it is most painful to watch.
Somewhere in the midst of all this maddeninig chaos,that we make our lives into,
We Forget.
We forget,Our Essence.
We forget Who we are,
And what We are are capable of.
Our Potential,
The Promise that we hold,
The Vigour,
and our Innate Dynamism.
We forget everything.
So Brood Not ,Young Lady,
Brooding is Impotence.
You are capable of much more than just brooding.
So,Act.
Action is Potenital.
Action is Pregnant.
Action is a Gift.
So,Act.
At this point,
A hundred ways open up,
You can go after him,with all that you`ve got,
Or You can move ahead as if nothing had happened.
You can do anything.
But,Brood not.
Act.Move On.
Phalgun.
hey babe... well true...when ur down u let out things to others n slowly u feel that they r controlling u! well if they r ur real goodfriends jus blindly trust them.. else think .... they might be doing things for u for the good...
sinduri- well said babe! cant really understand who s doin us good and whos bad!! i have decided to hold ma life in ma palm rather than lettin anyone hold it.. no matter wot@!!
phal- damn swweet of ya! jus loved it.. i shall move on!
dont have to trust anyone totally..just take things they say..see if it would workout in anyway..
and div..i know you can handle stuff yourself..
pah.. finally vish has accepted tht im not a kid!
ya..but you cant handle 9 rotis..i know that..
grrrrrrr!! im old enuf..and i can handle 9 rotis !
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