Posted by Fantasized emotions appearing real

umm...im kinda clear about what i want.. though not completely..
days have changed..times have changed where i used to be a kid...i used to depend on people around me..smile for the slightest of things.. jump around joblessly at home..carefree..
but now.. i know what i want..i don't let people hurt me cause im not worth it...i have started socializing with many other people which i was not doing for the past few months..i have started bringing smiles in many people..both i know and i dont.
i dont bother what tomorrow has for me for now im learning to live the present. i might have many problems in life..but im seeing myself as a bigger problem..
im not letting others control my life..for i am its master!
life seems lil easy now..less confused!i know my priorities..i am able o take things in a lighter sense..less offensive....
but there is always a dark side that surfaces .. i dont know what to with it..??????